Aug
14th
Tue
14th
I think I can’t
I keep hitting this giant wall of discouragement, this noise that’s not even loud, just omnipresent, that says “you can’t do that” every time I return to this document. I’ve let that voice win probably dozens of times, usually for pieces that really matter, to me or to someone else, and I’m determined to get through this, but still, it’s not a fun voice to wake up to. I’m grateful I get to go home in two days; I really miss my own space.