“spjnksra” was on my to do list, one of a seeming infinite amount on my phone. Thankfully, I know it means look into sponsors for a cupcake event we are working on. I have a backlog of writing that for whatever reason I’ve clung to, as if the answers will come to me from the air, or in my sleep. Most of the work is at least half done; the blankness is actually about 99% fear. Sometimes I write the fear in; “I’m not an expert on this…,” as if I could know everything about everything. Back to the list, which includes Taylor Mac, parody, unemployment, Kristen Stewart, evaluating a writing workshop attendee’s first stab at erotica and, yes, spjnksra. I left that one as it is.